I know it’s been forever but I really wanna start posting again. I had to…as strange as it sounds, miss it for awhile. I didn’t appreciate or respect this outlet as much as I should have and for that I have to apologize. While it’s always gonna be ideally something that if given the opportunity that I could build into full time, I don’t want that to be my only why. Don’t get me wrong, it’s a great why but it’s not enough. Instead, I want my why to be that when I have things I need to reflect on, issues, growth and failures that this is my outlet. I want my why to be freedom, not freedom how most view it but freedom in the audacity to smile in a world full of heartbreak, to laugh in the midst of crying, peace in suffering and I can only do that when I have a safe space to reveal my inner most thoughts…that my friends is priceless.
So I’ll be thinking about the best way to reintegrate this into my life given my new job and computer issues. I miss you and I hope you’ve missed me too.